OXIDANT | ENGINE : Issue 4
Kathleen Hellen
Headlights on the Bottom-Feeders
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Salt-spit in September’s fin
The old man polishing the bar is
hemingwaying little wisdoms, like, you sure can pick ‘em
For now, at least, I’ve got a yuengling
compliments of him who’s dropping low balls with his stick
he’s got a she-boat in the slip he wants to take me out in until
the tide brings you in, toothpick swiveling in your grin. Tall drink—
though I know you can’t swim
You’re weathered grey on splintered stilts. A blind fish squirming
The exit ramp that ends another month with “r”
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They Remembered the Nightgown I Wore
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Under the nebula of streetlights
my eyes returned the men
I thought might save me
pacing the summer arcade—men
who warned off life’s interrogations—men
the height
to all my stepped
decelerations—men
who called my name
Priests of ambush—men
the ten to every six
every seven—men
vaguely human
I never caught a ride going anywhere I wanted
Kathleen Hellen is the author of the collection Umberto’s Night, winner of the Jean Feldman Poetry Prize, and two chapbooks, The Girl Who Loved Mothra and Pentimento. Her poems have appeared in Barrow Street, The Massachusetts Review, North American Review, Poetry East, the Sewanee Review, and elsewhere. Nominated for the Pushcart and Best of the Net, and featured on Poetry Daily, her poems have been awarded the Thomas Merton poetry prize and prizes from the H.O.W. Journal and Washington Square Review.